thought I was completely mad for feeling this way

Getting caught up in the deep end
I thought I could keep up
but I guess I can't.

I've been talking to the wall again
but I hear you laugh and see your grin.
You're smiling now from ear to ear
embodying all my darkest fears.
The blood is dripping from the walls,
your eyes bloodshot, your skin will crawl.

So get out of the way
or I'll take you in my sleep
cause I am the dark
and you're the secret I'm trying to keep.

I'm slowly going crazy
and I don't think anyone can save me.
I'm going to die here,
but are you coming with me?

Cause I can't do this by myself.

The time is my demon
my head is tied down
my heart sees nothing
but the clock slowing now.

It's a kind of demon that lives in my throat,
a kind of demon that comes out when I'm alone.

I've already lost my head
cause it wasn't screwed on quite right.
Always filling my mind with dread
as I'm falling asleep at night.

I'm the 600th daddy's princess 
to lose my fucking soul
but I still try to stop myself
from bruising all my bones.

I'm slowly going crazy
and I don't think anyone can save me.
I'm going to die here
but are you coming with me?

So forgive me, father, for I have sinned.
I fell in love with the beast within.

My tongue was sharpened like a knife
and I set fire to my blazing eyes.

I'm slowly going crazy
and I don't think anyone can save me.
I'm going to die here
but are you coming with me?

The most noble thing I'll do in life
is kill a fucking demon.
So I'll drown myself in pills tonight
and we can call it even.

I'm not insane.
Friend, please don't go away.
This is where my story ends
and now I need you to stay.
When you go I'm so afraid,
starting to think I am insane.

Friend, please don't go away.
This is where the story ends
and now I need you to stay.



Cause I can't do this by myself.